Merry Christmas!

and when i thought its goin to be a sad Xmas, it turns out to be a great one!

miracle does happens sometimes eh?! Ty for makin my day<3
dun dun dun~~~ (*´∀｀)ノ(*´∀｀)ノ
lot of surprises! what could i expect more..
(nvm im still expecting a PSP lololol!!)Merry Christmas everyone =D!!

"Everybody Lies"

quote from Dr.House, gotta agree here eh?

rant!lol!

so.. this term is finally done (v.c 3.1) and overall it was a relaxing term,
no 6am sleep, no last minute work, no rushin, and im actually quite satisfied with some of my work
**note: some yes, some are still dissapointing sadly.. my lazyness just wont go away /sigh
and i didnt cook at all this term, whoo.. spent alot of money this term for food lawl =(*

and while everyone is waiting for term break to comes and getting excited over 2 weeks break,
i might be the only person that actually hates it, everyone is home and im stuck here lol.
but oh well.. its pretty much same as last term, life sucks. face it.

recently, i been a very moody bitch, im not sure what caused it.
it might be bc i dont get to enjoy my holiday,
it might be bc of shitty internet im using right now,
it might be bc of internal probs im facing right now,
it might be bc im hungry...? who knows.. lol

but i knew someone get to feel my wrath, i was very pissed that day and bitch the hell out of that person
(although i apologized soon after bc i was out of my mind and it was indeed very bad lol)

kmac said:
when ppl who get pissed like that
kmac said:
who never get upset before
kmac said:
they like
kmac said:
let loose the worst storms lol

oh yeah right on lol.
anyway, when i thought i can sort of relax after the bitchin session and when the holiday starts,
oh of course, it doesnt always turn out to be what u wanted! yay!
old problem sparked, so.. big fuck YOU!lol.

once again i lost trust to someone i used to call friend? oh dear.. bla bla bla.. how dramatic lol
if u're to choose, having alot of friends that might talk behind (backstab) you or having a few friends that u can actually trust? which one you prefer?
of course obviously, everyone wants alot of friends that u can trust!!
but again, everything won't ever go the way u wanted it to be, face it.. or at least not for me..

so here im choosin having a few friends that i can trust and if u pick same decision like me, bam! ppl are callin u introvert now lol.
woohoo! sry but i dont give a damn, life goes on.
imo it doesnt matter if uve alot of friend but couldnt maintain ur friendship.
is it sad that i actually trust only 2 ppl right now lol? (exclude my family, but i dont even trust some ppl in my family.. QQ)

oh and before some ppl goin to bitch at me, yes im aware im not the only one with problems!
so yea, do me a favor and kindly mind your own business lol (this is referrin to someone but might as well referrin to u if u're reading this haha) /endrant.

and lastly.. /facepalms!lol

Houki Boshi - Younha

year of followin Bleach series (well.. not anymore since im stuck with this shitty internet)
without knowin the singer of theme song is this cute..
ok so.. back to projects <_<

Final Fantasy Dissidia

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God Fuck.... do want PSP now!!!
for the first time this year, im this excited for a game (and 3 year of never touchin console games =(!!)
Kefka.. Terra.. Ultimecia.. Onion Knight.. Jecht.. SHANTOTTO!!!!
gotta say its a must for Final Fantasy fanboy lol

anyway back to my school projects...
1 week and still lot to do ヽ(ﾟヮﾟ)ﾉ

[Digital Illustration] - Last Project

been working on this project, basically we're making window display design for a game parlour
although im not really sure what it is and how it supposed to look like.. oh well..

this is what i came up anyway, first sketch
(Simon said ok.. so i assumed i did it correctly lol)

and this is the vector image,
looks really empty still, still not sure what to add =(

Snowy KLCC! one can keep dreaming =O

original image

credit to Daniel Cheong for this

after some shopz!!
tadaa snowy KLCC (Malaysia) for u

not really done yet, need some touch ups, posting by request of some ppl
bc sendin 1MB pics through MSN isnt an option with my internet lol =(

***edit***
yayyyy! showed Daffee today, glad he liked it
time for kitty times!!

Hiro TCG!

Hiro's TCG (Trading Card Game) is out in limited edition!

Name : Hiroishime
Race : Tarutaru (M)
Nation : Bastok

was just trying new brushes and makin new sig lol =D
this is something i enjoy doing to release my stress bc of godamn assignments
more to come in WHM/BLM/BRD/RDM version >O! probably PUP or MNK too!




** characters are trademarks of Square Enix Co., Ltd.

BaNaNa's

as of today 26th Nov '08 , BaNaNa's is officially created by me and Chris
im not quite sure what it is , group? collaboration? team?
i dont even know how we came up with this names, totally random i guess?
was mainly bc i like banana lol! oh well.. lets hope we can take this group to the serious level =O

this is what we came up with for BaNaNa's first work, our name
impressive? nope, far from it
but everyone starts from zero, am i right? its a start.
this simple work somehow means alot to me tho =)

sadly, im going to stop about BaNaNa's right here, there are just too many assignments and projects that needs my attention more and currently stressing from my bad PS project =(
oh well.. its too late to regret that now, gonna try hard for my final project!

To Do List :

• [Graphic Design Class]- Stamps, Field Report, First Day Cover, Typography (going to redo =o)
• [3D Max Class]- My Character/Monster/whatever (someone refer me to a good 3d max tutorials!)
• [Image Processing Class]- waitin for final project..
• [Digital Illustration Class]- Typography, Fruits (touch ups)

3 weeks left! time to do some work yaaa! ヽ(´ー｀)ノ

<3333

currently in love with Manami Konoshi (or known better as Kazue Fujiki)

Sunny Day - Manami Konoshi (Kazue Fujiki)

Translation
What spilled down
wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
was the sun above the clouds

I was living like I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I meet you
I am always, always here

Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
The warmth of the touch of two hands
can’t be found alone

I put on a mask
to feel like I have been forgotten
I shut away my memories
and locked them in a box

Even in a dark place
I will be able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther

Even if there’s a love song
that I can experience alone,
I won't appreciate it
From here, I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…

I’ll transform sadness
into kindness
And someday,
once I’ve set my true self free
the pain will disappear
I know it

I don’t need a love song which
I can sing by myself anymore
A warm place like sunshines
can’t be found alone
Together, we can find a tomorrow which is never seen

very nice song! gets #2 on Hiro's Chart (Endless Story by Yuna Ito is irreplaceable still)
it gets abit boring at the end, nice song nonetheless =)
hitori demo utaeru.. ai no uta ga aru toshite mo~

rant rant bla bla bla

its 4am right now and i still cant sleep =/
im sure as hell dead tired (hungry to top it off), not sure why im still up this late,
and ive class in 5hr /sigh..

today, well.. yesterday technically, feels like one of the longest sunday for me (in a bad way)
theres just so many things going on right now and my head is tryin so hard to process them all..

i often calls my friends, "Stubborn".. but now i realized im not difference from them (probably worse),
i keep hoping for something that really are far out of my reach or not what i suppose to have,
but geez.. what can i do? one can keep wishing eh..
although i know for sure it will just creates more problems-_-;

peeps go to me often to talk about their problems.
but, here im laying down on my bed and cant even solve my own fuckin problems
ironic isnt it? maybe i should just mind my own business from now on..

"knowin too much can be deadly as well"-Jesslyn.
yeah yeah.. quote of the month auntie Jess?

and lemme rant once more,
some people need to seriously shut their fuckin mouth sometimes
im a pretty laid back person, but doesnt mean u can just go around and insult ppl,
there are cultural differences, whats not rude to you might be very rude for others,
think twice before u talks and knows your godamn limit helps alot.
theres time when i dont take jokes and its better to not piss me off, bc i can be pretty damn insulting.
(and try not to disturb my sleeps, im scary according to some ppl during that time)

[random shit]
a character i draw when i was at SG,
supposedly a princess from a Queendom,
but works secretly as an assasin.
although some ppl said they didnt get the princess atmosphere,
so gonna redraw once im free

my finished Hyethos,
not much difference from last one i posted,
added some effect and touch ups.
kind of like it, not the best tho.
i liked Chris's one the most, ill get the pics up later on maybe

TYPOGRAPHY for Simon,
made out from rulers, not really a good work
bc i left my stationary during my SG trip,
so this is basically a last minute work >_<

and some more pics,
[Januar, Doraemun, Me, & Mr.Kok]
cool kids group pic for Graphic Design class

Sushi Tei + Hell Ramen + 6 unexpected addition = Fun!


no pics tho =(

Sg 0.1

woke up early at 8 a.m,
went to Puduraya but couldnt get 10.30am bus, bought 1.30pm ticket (yes.. 4hr wait),
went Midvalley to waste time, fill our (Me & Chris) belly at Carls Jr,
went back to Puduraya and boarded on bus at 1.20pm,
6hr travels,
stopped at Woodlands checkpoint for immigration shit to gtfo from KL,
continue rides and stopped at Singapore checkpoint not long after, it was around 7.30pm
i queu'd up and alarm start ringing, everything is stopped, everything..
officers were running around with scary faces,
i was literally standing there for a nice 15min before the alarm stopped ringing and the lines started to move,
but since im a type of "i dont give a fuck" guy, idk what happened and didnt bother to ask.
got on bus again, 20min travels and we reached Lavender Bus Stop.
i asked where is the nearest MRT (LRT at KL) station, but this lady wasnt helping me (well she tried but i couldnt understand lol)

and so the adventure begins, i started walking mindlessly to the direction the lady pointed.
keep asking every 5min, but everyone seems to be pointing difference way.
got lost for a nice 30min, went into some HDB flats, some small roads without ppl.
i was wondering one thing tho, i thought English is supposed to be mandatory language at Singapore,
but some just dont understand my question orrrr they're tryin so hard to be not useful.
anyway, i found this 2 girls with fancy accessories so i assumed they're either going to hang out and are heading to MRT or one of those naughty girls.
gladly they turned out to be one of those helpful girls and offered me to walk with them to MRT,
well its mostly bc they wanted to apologize for screaming when i approached them tho,
was funny as hell but damn.. do i look like a fucking serial rapist? well.. i admit it was partly my bad to approach them from behind lol.

bought a ticket to Orchard Station, took the train blablabla
im surprised it looks quite big and really white now... u know, it could be just bc im stucked with LRT at KL for so long that i forgot how the MRT at Sg actually look like yr ago lol.
i arrived at Orchard, looking for Scotts Rd exit.. and great, its closed for a godamn maintenance..
i took the long way from the Shaw House, talking about Shaw House, i saw Saw5 is playing here!!
anyone interested ?! i know at least 2 ppl that are going with me already, who else?!

anyway, i got lost again at the freakin crowded Orchard area
literally walking around Orchard for 30min-ish, to just realized that i actually passed the Hotel for at least twice... sue me bc i cant read map for shit and the fkn Hotel have Galleria and restourants around it, it doesnt even look like Hotel til i go in..
meet my friend at last , Han Sun , bla bla bla bla
11th floor, 11xx room! Premiere Room for 2 person =D and free internet, yeah baby!
and bc both of us were hungry as fuck, we went for food hunting

and here we are at Newton Square,

and Han with Jesslyn's style LOL

spent like 110 SGD for that lol, this happens when polar bear meets panda bear i guess =p
went back to Hotel after, wonder whats happening tmr...
and also, i didnt bring my cellphone's charger, exactly RM0.00 balance, and i forgot my stationary to do Simon's homework.. yay me =D

Movie Reviews!?

went out with Chris and Januar today to Pavillion to watch this,

um ok movie, funny yes.. in a way [7/10] alot of censored part sucks =(
worth watching at cinema? well yes worth the RM8, but not highly reccomended.

watched this also yesterday with ChrisDissapointed! "can be better" (with Daffee-style)
only one or two unexpected surprise, ghost isnt that scary
[5/10] from me =( and the popcorn was nasty too..

"Dont disturb the spinning wheel"
(uh oh i think i did)


u know what?! i will actually write movies review for this entry,
watched High School Musical 3, week ago when we overnight at CJ's place
was ok movie, catchy songs, but the seat was so godamn uncomfortable..
which totally ruined my night (sue my fatass) .. [5/10] bc of that =(
i like the song "Now or Never" now tho

also this, sometimes ago
i actually liked it lol, nice songs and they suits the scenes
[8/10] not much to say, but worth it


also the camwhore session week ago when we overnight at CJ's place
and also bc im such an lazy asshole, i will just upload some
more to see here



oh yes thats it bitches, im sleepy =(
have to wake tmr at 7am and get ready for my trip to Sg
and i hope this keeps u entertained while im gone lol

Hell Fairy, Hyethos

original sketch

after some photoshop

first project from Image Processing class, "Monster Mania"

made out of difference body part of animal pics i took weeks ago with others at National Zoo,
looks quite difference with my original sketch but i guess i sorta like how it turns out.
except.. response i get is, "that's cute!" "wth is that silly thing?"

well..well.. monster doenst have to be scary amirite?! and No.. dont ask me wtf is this thing..
its apparently a Fairy from Hell named Hyethos, so yeah.. say Hi!
this however isnt finished yet, not a single filter, shadows, need alot of touch ups.
look very amateurish tho =( i dont expect much from this project but im having fun doing it!

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

awesome trailer........ im speechless! OMGGG!!! loved every single second of this trailer<3
although im quite pissed that WB decided to delay this movie til July 2009, but still omg...
imma save my breath... actually screw that! THEY'RE BRINGIN QUIDITCH BACK!!! YEAHH!!!

"but i AM the chosen one!"

anyone joinin me next year July?
and again, with Simon-style... MARVELOUS, GOOD JOB WB!

TADAAAA... I PRESENT YOU THE "CHIBIKO BROTHERS"

they are logos i did for Simon actually lol

HI GUYS, SUP LOL?!

update bla bla bla bla... asdkaldkak@#$%^&*(
how about pics instead ? (seriously.. im such a lazyfuck lol)

i like this pic so much, but this bitch
decided to focus on the bus instead...

*i swear i tried to smile*"SUCK MY NOSE!!",

talkin about quote of the month eh..
BOOOOOooo...."WHY SO SERIOUS?!"
seriously... why?!

oh also bought this few days ago,

"Journey to the West", RM98 for 4 books of this series which is cheap imo.
except, im broke now.. i hate it when i couldnt control my urge to buy books lol
and i already know what im going to buy next, "Romance of Three Kingdoms" which costs Rm400,
and just fyi ive read it many times and have books from this series (and probably same content lol)
in 3 difference languages Indonesian, English, and Mandarin.. which is only for collection purpose, bc i cant read chinese for shit lol.
oh yeah i even have e-book of this series if anyone interested, god.. im such a fanboy..
i also played Dynasty Warriors 1-5 and RoTK RTS game (yes i was a hardcore gamer back then),
and yes im waitin for Red Cliff part2 which based on RoTK stories.
the only reason i wanted to buy this (again) is really just because the cover is so pretty.......
oh and if ure wondering, no.. i havent finish my Brisngr, this book used difficult words and it took times to process the story and im currently on Windows'98 condition bc of godamn assignments (slow, i mean)

talkin about assignments, been very busy week and tiring at college but everything doing ok for now,
had fun at most class (well.. i almost fall asleep few times at Tom's class<_<)

that's it for now, Happy Thursday everyone!

Train Man

http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/htm..._abuse14m.html

For Rebecca Long, it was a "power struggle" intended to rein in an unruly stepdaughter. She'd lock the teenager in her bedroom and deny her food and water, according to court documents. To teach her a lesson.

For the girl, it was a nightmarish struggle to survive on toast and a half a Dixie cup of water a day. Desperate to slake her thirst, the girl reportedly told detectives she would sometimes suck condensation from the windows or sneak a drink from the toilet — that is, until she got caught.

Then, she said, she was forced to sleep on the floor in her stepmom's room, a heavy dresser blocking the door.

The rest of the time, according to detectives, the child was locked in her room behind double deadbolts, her floor and clothing sprinkled with rodent droppings and every bite of her meager meals an agony because her teeth were rotting out.

...

are u fuckin kidding me ? how retard can someone be?

anyway, i bought a novel "Train Man" (it is knows as Densha Otoko at japan) 2 days ago,
i havent even finish my Brisngr but i finished this one in 1 day, i guess u know what it means =D
highly recommended, simple vocabs so.. easy to read, great ending (my eyes get all watery >_<)

this is just the cover i found googlin bc im lazy to take the pic right now,
the cover layout is about the same with the english version, so should know right away if its the right book.
however, i went to Kino yesterday and didnt find the book. mine seems to be last stock lol

i'd write more but im so lazy right now, i will do it tonight after class ・・(´・ω・｀)

Painted Skin

went out with Jesslyn yesterday to MidValley to watch Painted Skin,
was a very rushy trip from my place tho =_=;; done my stuff at 4pm, took shower and its already 4.20pm,
rushed from Dato Keramat to KL sentral (had angry Jesslyn at my mind already!), reached there at 4.40pm..

headed to the KTM ticket counter and found the Q is already long, headed to the taxi stand,
god.. its even worse. starts to msg friend askin about bus infos (Jesslyn had no idea and someone decided to reply my msg 1hr later...... i bet u can guess who this is, someone never change haha)

unfortunately, no one is being useful !! so i gave up and bought KTM ticket with my very awesome imagination of freakin pissed off Jesslyn image (shes gonna smack me for this...) in my head.
head down to the station and OMG THE GODAMN TRAIN IS HERE!, quickly run my fat ass and board into the train yay >_>!!

reached MidValley at 5pm,
so glad i didnt miss this lol

movie is ok, not so impressive, not so bad, 6 out of 10
more drama than action and the action shots sucks.. story is ok,
"wether ure demon or human, i'll still love you", go emooooooo

after movie we went to a Japanese Rest, idr the name.. not that it matters lol.
i'll let the pics explains =D, good one indeed, Jess is good when it comes to choosing food lol!
do i need to say who sucks at it !? nope, u already know lol!!

Jess's somethingdon

My Katsudon and Yakitori!
god im such a fatass._.

and the photoshoot session!

"hmm.. what to eat.. what to eat...."

"SMILE !! SMILE I SAID!!"

this is me on pervert face mode
"aiyoo.. u suck la, i will just take myself"

ok guys, this is how-to-eat-sushi for dummies
or i mean how dummies eat sushi =(
"hehe.. i will pose with this glass"
"fuck that.. i will pose with chopsticks instead haha"
"hmm.. what is it up there?""its Chris LOL!!"
Chris looked handsome today
dont you agree?