rant!lol!

so.. this term is finally done (v.c 3.1) and overall it was a relaxing term,
no 6am sleep, no last minute work, no rushin, and im actually quite satisfied with some of my work
**note: some yes, some are still dissapointing sadly.. my lazyness just wont go away /sigh
and i didnt cook at all this term, whoo.. spent alot of money this term for food lawl =(*

and while everyone is waiting for term break to comes and getting excited over 2 weeks break,
i might be the only person that actually hates it, everyone is home and im stuck here lol.
but oh well.. its pretty much same as last term, life sucks. face it.

recently, i been a very moody bitch, im not sure what caused it.
it might be bc i dont get to enjoy my holiday,
it might be bc of shitty internet im using right now,
it might be bc of internal probs im facing right now,
it might be bc im hungry...? who knows.. lol

but i knew someone get to feel my wrath, i was very pissed that day and bitch the hell out of that person
(although i apologized soon after bc i was out of my mind and it was indeed very bad lol)

kmac said:
when ppl who get pissed like that
kmac said:
who never get upset before
kmac said:
they like
kmac said:
let loose the worst storms lol

oh yeah right on lol.
anyway, when i thought i can sort of relax after the bitchin session and when the holiday starts,
oh of course, it doesnt always turn out to be what u wanted! yay!
old problem sparked, so.. big fuck YOU!lol.

once again i lost trust to someone i used to call friend? oh dear.. bla bla bla.. how dramatic lol
if u're to choose, having alot of friends that might talk behind (backstab) you or having a few friends that u can actually trust? which one you prefer?
of course obviously, everyone wants alot of friends that u can trust!!
but again, everything won't ever go the way u wanted it to be, face it.. or at least not for me..

so here im choosin having a few friends that i can trust and if u pick same decision like me, bam! ppl are callin u introvert now lol.
woohoo! sry but i dont give a damn, life goes on.
imo it doesnt matter if uve alot of friend but couldnt maintain ur friendship.
is it sad that i actually trust only 2 ppl right now lol? (exclude my family, but i dont even trust some ppl in my family.. QQ)

oh and before some ppl goin to bitch at me, yes im aware im not the only one with problems!
so yea, do me a favor and kindly mind your own business lol (this is referrin to someone but might as well referrin to u if u're reading this haha) /endrant.

and lastly.. /facepalms!lol