V.C 4.1 [START button]!!

time flies so damn fast... i remember i was writing an entry about early v.c 3.1 like not long ago..
along with the monster mania projects, im not sure why last term ends really quick lol.
maybe i was actually enjoying it =o, anyway.. about my holiday, it was actually most fun holiday i had,
we went to Macao>Senzhen>HongKong, i liked the weather. cold like 12'C but not very cold that u'll go freezing lol and get to wear my jacket everytime haha! yeah i loved my jacket very much and i dont get to wear it in Malaysia bc its so damn hot here =(, went to alot of nice places, <3 'Window of The World' at Senzhen

but i enjoyed this trip very much mostly bc of my niece! damn shes so damn adorable !!
last time i saw her, she was only like little baby with no hair and cant smile for shit lol.
but now.. shes 1 year old and currently superstar among our family, everyone loves her
my mom probably wants to kidnap her already haha! she wants a daughter bad i guess =(! too bad she keep spitting out male babies but its all good, bc she spitted out handsome babies like me HAhAhAh!!!

here she is, borned to stand out */nod*
i cant even get enough of her (i doubt anyone can!!),
this is just one of her pics out of shittons of'em

ok so about 4.1, first week of college and we already have 3 assignments..
we've 4 subjects; "Layout Design"; "Identity System"; "Typo 1"; "Interactive User Design";
so far, the classes are ok but not what i like the most (missed photoshop class and Daffee =(!)
we're now at 3rd week and already have tons of assignments, damn it >_>
starts from Booklet Collage, weekly 10 typography collage, logos making (with 25 logos etc etc...), 'favorite word' typo photo,... lol i'll stop here... kinda frustating thinkin about this hahahahaha

anyway... ive decided to sell Hiro (at last) so i can commit on my study and not half-assing my projects,
while im not sure that i wont be doing that (halfassing projects i mean) , im sure as hell i'll be doing more useful stuff now that i dont have Hiro anymore.
decided to go back on my Japanese study (maybe), which i already forgot like.. most of it (back to basic hiragana and katakana learning arrrgghhhh.. dont even get me started on kanji..)

also my current obsession, 'Digital arts/painting'
most of the works are just so stunningly beautiful and very fairytale-ish
like this one! this is back cover from the book i bought with alot of thought few days ago..
bc it cost a fortune lol, most expensive book i bought so far,
but the contents are very good with tutorials, great images, and stuff. not regretting so far haha
well i dont really regret anything when it comes to books, great investments!

front cover

also bought some books from Indo, very cheap too!! like rm30 only each
i dont really like this one though.. so not my style haha *fuck aliens*

liked both of these books, very fantasy xD!
talking about how to spend rm30 properly here haha

and ive list of books i wanted to buy already o.o!!
there are alots... and costs fortune =(






along with PSP!! LOL

tagged by Jesslyn

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
doesnt really care

2. How about drinking?
nope, dont give a damn

3. Do you like someone you can't have?
yes? no? maybe?

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
i suppose

5. What's your favourite sport?
used to swim alot , badminton, and some table tennis.. not anymore tho lol

6. It's saturday night, you're home alone. What do you do?
game

7. Do you like roller coasters?
totally

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
no idea, its only a status anyway

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
none, most is idiots with pretty looks

10. What are you doing this weekend?
no plan

11. What is your favourite restaurant?
lol do i need to answer =p

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
yes

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
umm i guess

14. Do you like someone right now?
yeah

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
ummm.. boobs lawl

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
fine with either, prefer beach

17. What kind of phone do you have?
Nokia something something

18. Computer or Laptop?
laptop.

19. Jeans or sweats?
neither

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
Oct'08-Dec'08

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19

22. What should you be doing right now?
sleep

23. What is your favourite TV show?
House

24. What's been your last purchase?
um rollcake

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
most likely not bc they smoke

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
yes

27. What do you do when you're at home?
coli....................

28. What is your favourite subject?
none for now, too early to decide, but User Interactive Design is quite interesting

29. What's the best thing that happened on you?
get to knows u =)


not taggin anyone bc its a waste of time >O!
anyway, been very lazy since i came back from my trip and very busy week
ill upload some pics when i feels like doing it..

and also been considering to sell something that have been accompanyin me for the last 4yrs,
its currently up for bid and already went up to 1.6k USD in a night, thats quite alot of money..
and i can get PSP with it lol.. but after askin opinions from alot of peeps, ive some doubts in my mind :(

when i think about it again..
do i need the money? no.
do i need the PSP? no.

so what for i sell it?
at first, i thought if i can get rid of this thing, i can commit on my study
except.. its not this thing that really distracted me, it just pure lazyness i guess?

maybe im trying too hard to proof that this hobby is in fact not like what most ppl think.
but again.. why the fuck would i care what ppl think? i never did, so why should i now?
ok ill stop here, since im too sleepy to write an essay.. to be continued.

Merry Christmas!

and when i thought its goin to be a sad Xmas, it turns out to be a great one!

miracle does happens sometimes eh?! Ty for makin my day<3
dun dun dun~~~ (*´∀｀)ノ(*´∀｀)ノ
lot of surprises! what could i expect more..
(nvm im still expecting a PSP lololol!!)Merry Christmas everyone =D!!

"Everybody Lies"

quote from Dr.House, gotta agree here eh?

rant!lol!

so.. this term is finally done (v.c 3.1) and overall it was a relaxing term,
no 6am sleep, no last minute work, no rushin, and im actually quite satisfied with some of my work
**note: some yes, some are still dissapointing sadly.. my lazyness just wont go away /sigh
and i didnt cook at all this term, whoo.. spent alot of money this term for food lawl =(*

and while everyone is waiting for term break to comes and getting excited over 2 weeks break,
i might be the only person that actually hates it, everyone is home and im stuck here lol.
but oh well.. its pretty much same as last term, life sucks. face it.

recently, i been a very moody bitch, im not sure what caused it.
it might be bc i dont get to enjoy my holiday,
it might be bc of shitty internet im using right now,
it might be bc of internal probs im facing right now,
it might be bc im hungry...? who knows.. lol

but i knew someone get to feel my wrath, i was very pissed that day and bitch the hell out of that person
(although i apologized soon after bc i was out of my mind and it was indeed very bad lol)

kmac said:
when ppl who get pissed like that
kmac said:
who never get upset before
kmac said:
they like
kmac said:
let loose the worst storms lol

oh yeah right on lol.
anyway, when i thought i can sort of relax after the bitchin session and when the holiday starts,
oh of course, it doesnt always turn out to be what u wanted! yay!
old problem sparked, so.. big fuck YOU!lol.

once again i lost trust to someone i used to call friend? oh dear.. bla bla bla.. how dramatic lol
if u're to choose, having alot of friends that might talk behind (backstab) you or having a few friends that u can actually trust? which one you prefer?
of course obviously, everyone wants alot of friends that u can trust!!
but again, everything won't ever go the way u wanted it to be, face it.. or at least not for me..

so here im choosin having a few friends that i can trust and if u pick same decision like me, bam! ppl are callin u introvert now lol.
woohoo! sry but i dont give a damn, life goes on.
imo it doesnt matter if uve alot of friend but couldnt maintain ur friendship.
is it sad that i actually trust only 2 ppl right now lol? (exclude my family, but i dont even trust some ppl in my family.. QQ)

oh and before some ppl goin to bitch at me, yes im aware im not the only one with problems!
so yea, do me a favor and kindly mind your own business lol (this is referrin to someone but might as well referrin to u if u're reading this haha) /endrant.

and lastly.. /facepalms!lol