its the start of my 5th term, time flies really fast (didnt i say this word everytime?)
im glad last term ends, it was really depressing for alot of reasons.

this term isnt all better too, so many assignments and seems like so many things going on,
anyway ive been lookin through colleges for my degree course,
last time i insisted to stay at malaysia, bc i really liked it here..

but for some reason, it wasnt all that fun anymore
ill probably go for sydney's or new zealand's raffless if im not staying here,
and depends on my family's financial,
i would really like to go to college at illinois and meet some old friends,
so i guess i do miss my old friends after all

lately, i got in contact with my old friends again from my secondary (thanks to FB)
after rarely contacting them for at least ayear and i gotta say i was really happy to be able to talk with them again,
old times was good, wish i can go back to that times or the times where i still really enjoy malaysia..
and i lost something important, probably irreplaceable..

lastly, to my dear friend ven , rest well, ill miss the day we got caught for gambling <3
im sorry i didnt go to see u, we shall meet again there when its time for me.

sometimes, u just wont understand their way thinking
and i dont see this as a 'solution', its more of 'confusion',
just what are they planning?

he called, we talked,
he said that thing, i almost broke down,
it was stupid, it really was..

its kind of stupid get my hopes so high and takes it away..
without any fucking good reason. /facepalm
but i couldnt say anything bc i still do respect u very much. just why?



*at the lowest spirit to continue my study* /sigh

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (am i? lol)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. :)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. =)

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. (lawllll so true......)

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (yea sorry.....)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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sorry no update =p, very busy!! everything is due this week gosh..

i do exactly what stupid dogs does the whole damn time =(
stupid dogs are stupid.. oh the irony..

well.. firstly, Happy belated Chinese New Year everyone!
i didnt go back (again), no hard feeling tho.. looks like im getting used to this condition, sadly..
and just to be honest, i dont really miss my home anyway lol (bad boy me...)
at least i had someone to accompany me this time, so this holiday wasnt really that bad =)

so.. ever since i sold Hiro, looks like shits are changing and i hope it stays that way for long time,
i got me a PSP with my hardwork (LOL!!!!!), lot of other shits i wanted, and havent look back to play another online game (well.... mostly bc ive too many assignments and 'self studies', not bc i dont want to play another online game lol)
im relieved tho that i made a great decision to let go that piles of timesink at last after 4 years of playing,
but once a gamer always a gamer..

my recent projects, page layout thingy, basically we are making a collage booklet.
great.. i hate collages, bc its alot of work and i suck so bad when it comes to cutting things (p.s not neat),
luckily, we can choose any themes!! i chose 'game' as my theme.

at first i wanted to work on "Online Game" in general, but i changed my mind and im doing this game called "Dissidia: Final Fantasy" instead,
first reason i chose this is bc im a Final Fantasy Fanboy since i knows how to touch controllers, well im a fanboy of alot of series so lol. (NERD ALERT HELLO!!)
second reason is bc there are no official guide/artbook out for this game yet, or at least not at malaysia yet.
so im basically making my 'dream' book here, something i know i will keep when im done with this assignments.. it might be alittle hard to process what im tryin to say here, but please bear with me.. its fkn 5.23am so i cant really think all that well..

so far im enjoying this assignments except cutting the texts part -_-
hope all turns out good in the end, quite a shitty day today (yesterday technically)
so bye..

can i =(?